Friday, February 02, 2007
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goodbye blogger, someday i'd be back!

Sunday, January 28, 2007

okay. someone please tell me how i'm in such deep shit now ):
firstly, my thighs hurt like crap. so much so i can't even walk down the stairs properly. and when i do, the momma looks at me and laugh, calling me an ahma! hurhur okay and i do not see how i am going to run tomorrow during the tournament (provided i have to play). ohmymama! :/
and secondly! i need to study my tingxie. okay so that isn't so major but it is afterall 0102 now ): i do not see the purpose of tingxie larhzxzxzxz!!!!

haha oh and i just met the stalker (ahem) of a neighbour luchindarh who food poisoned me! hur! hahahaha! no seriously i feel queasy. hahaha! but oh well it was nice catching up together while she did her chinese homework and i tried finding my tingxie words in the textbook. hahaha oh and laughing at how she thinks green is black :/ hahaha yes jc life seems fairly pleasent (:

okay this post is so nonsensical. i shall be off! a busybusy week awaits me! i am looking forward to getting it over with! hur

goodbye friends :D

sweeter than the day before

Saturday, January 27, 2007

okay i would try to make this a quick post and hopefully short cause i have made a personal "deal" with myself, which is i would only go for street jazz tomorrow if i finish my tuition hw and finishing reading chapter6 of history.

today was supposed to be a productive day of training followed by tuition with ethel the turtle and the usual fellowship and service and then dinner. hah but in the end it turned out to be something like lunch with the momma at the club, fellowship, dinner, service and then to a second dinner with the other youths :/
well anyhoos fellowship was pretty fun today! except i've got sore thighs and uhh am seriously, honestly am left very embarrassed ): omgzxzxz sometimes i do not know why i do certain things but oh well it's over! hah

okay it's 0137 and i need to do my work and get my precious beauty sleep. hurhur

PS i think i should really move to my LJ/elljay tomorrow! i shall consider it (: hahehehomomo!

Thursday, January 25, 2007

i really should be studying for my ss test, it being 10 30pm already. but oh well

so i've come to realise that life would somehow just be all about school for the time being. i'm desperately trying to catch up and keep in pace with the teachers, well not all. and i haven't found time to do anything extra apart from homework ): ahhh life is sad, i haven't even been shopping since december! huuuuurrrrrrr

well the "super happening" happenings of this week include having a tingxie (chinese spelling) list filled with primary school equivilant words, named after me! HAHA it's a long story, but sort of funny? hahehehomomo!
an about chinese lessons, my resolution for next week forth would be to stop laughing (very loudly) at laoshi. well before i get into trouble! hoho. but sitting next to zann would make this veryvery hard. hohoho!

then there is trainings which i sort of enjoy (yes i have mentioned this! but i'm very excited that i'm excited for trainings!) but detest wednesdays for the very fact i would have to rush home from training, shower, complete my tuition hw(because i am lazy to do it on other days?), and travel to tuition all within 2hours. and by the time i reach home from training, i don't even feel like walking, much less go for tuition ):

andandand i'm feeling very annoyed with _________ and nationals in general because i'm going to miss the first day of the sec4 retreat?!!!!! tsssssskkkkkkkkkk
speaking of which, tennis nationals are on MONDAY! ): omg i have never felt this unprepared ever. let me see, so far i have trained 3times for this. oh well

anyway, let me leave you with last week's irony of the uh week! (overheard from a conversation between the juniors hahehehomomo!) :
"do you want some H-two-O(the brand/drink) in your water?"

hohoho!

Monday, January 22, 2007

it's been a bad start to the week.
i guess i wouldn't want to elaborate why it was bad, or let everyone hear/see me whine (cause apparently i do that too much) and maybe cause this time it's more personal and real. real probably meaning more serious and mature, i guess. and no it doesn't concern any guy or how he doesn't love me so i'm going to slit my wrists (i am sincerely not referring to anybody and have no intention to offend anyone). i guess my "problem" is really just about learning to love the people around me and learning to show that love (:

ahh okay on to a more light hearted (i hope) update on how school has been so tremendously fun. okay that was a joke, which wasn't funny. well school is indeed veryvery stressful. there's just TOO much to do and so much you have to do but do not want to do. take for example, doing my TYS in preperation for the first amath test of the term/year which questions were specifically told to us would come from that damned book. but nooooo, i refused to do it which resulted in an ugly F9 scribbled in red over my test paper. and despite being demoralized i still do not find sufficient motivation to get down and do it ): and have i mentioned? that i am still extremely confused during tuition? okay enough about academics and stress which has resulted me in consuming large amounts of candy which in turn gave me food poisoning): walau so much for reliving my childhood by eating rabbit sweets!
oh i must say that math has been relatively enjoyable. i do not know why but it is! hahaha (: andandand i am actually looking forward to training nowadays though i've only been for two trainings, with me being sick for the other two days in two different weeks. well, i do feel motivated enough to go for saturday training in jurong now! hahaha! (okay cause training has been a little bit more uhh slack)

okokay! i should be studying for my chem test tomorrow! it's 11 18pm and i've been procrastinating since uhh 5pm?

GOODBYE (:

Monday, January 15, 2007

so as you can see i haven't blogged for the longest time. being a secondary 4 kid just drains me of so much energy! well i'm even blogging at 0142 due to my lack of "free time" in the earlier part of the day, which is partially a lie. but! i must emphasize that last week has been hectic! in other words, school has been a mad rush, stress inducing, crazy affair since day one. i'm hoping that by midweek this er week, things would clear up and give us sec4s some space to breathe :/

so last week i have... survived on coffee, gone down halfway through class to get coffee, gotten married to fuzzy, divorced fuzzy one hour after getting married, been doing my holiday homework almost everyday, managed to "complete" my chinese homework (incomplete but i hope the teacher doesn't notice!) and would hand it in tomorrow, partially cleared my bio project (just left with the presentation), have not gone shopping (!!!!), been to math tuition every other day for two hours each (no joke!), been to math tuition two days in a row (sunday and monday), got confused (and still am comfused) in the web of math in tuition due to the overwhelming numbers and letters, got myself detention (because i am rebel child. okay jokes), am pmsy and moodswingy almost all the time (i say, TOO MUCH STRESS!), planned fellowship, did vegetable art with the preprimary kids in children church, got my room painted a paler shade of yellow and haven't gotten enough sleep.

the above is not in chronological order

alright i need to get some sleep!
goodnight (:

Saturday, January 06, 2007

God is indeed good.
it was through a very difficult first few days of school that i truly learnt to rely on God. to embrace His love, and to learn to love. and when they say that God does things for good reasons, it is indeed, very true. it's amazing how i feel so much closer to God and how i've learnt to trust and have faith. prayer is powerful my friends!

so school on friday was pleasent. the day started out with a whole bunch of us being caught for long nails though our nails were seriously short! :/ well but i didn't mind cause we were missing exercise on the muddy field just to cut our nails! haha. and i purposely took my time to cut mine so much so that by the time i was done. morning exercise just ended (:
sec one cca orientation after school! well the tennis team got to meet with our new coach. i must say i feel slightly motivated to train again. reasons being it'll only be a mere two to three months before we step down and anyway tournament's on the 29th this month and i haven't touched my racket for over one month :/ and also because i feel like i'm sort of starting anew! (hahahaha!) you know with coach gone and he bringing his "clarissa hasn't been to training for the longest time!" thought away along with him. haha
and of course there was tuition after that which was quite okay really.

today i woke up at 7AM :/ but i fell back asleep after watching jaime oliver's great escape. HAHA and i only woke up at 12plus after that. went to church at 2plus to help ting ting with her science project (because i'm nice! haha) and then there was fellowship, followed by service and then dinner! haha pearlyn came again today! (: haha yay! well i had a good time today(: what with the really simple yet fun/funny fellowship games, the weird hand/number game a few of us played while waiting for service, nice/funny dinner talks and the good company of all the friends (:

so yes i should go conquer the holiday homework pile now! (:

have a good day!